Year 2012!! Woo Hoo!!

I shall not ponder over what i’ve missed in 2011..

lets think on how to be better in 2012!!

i’ve made a list of new year resolutions but who knows whether i would be able to fulfil them..

anyway today is Day 1 and im glad to say i did fulfil some of the resolutions.. keep it up:D

so from the left: clearspring gentle cleanser, etude house collagen moistfull toner, etude house collagen moistfull essence, etude house collagen moistfull cream..

clearspring no longer exist so basically you cant get it anywhere.. but im able to get it from the manufacturer at a cheap price (that is the benefit for working as a clinic assistant hahahas).. anyway this gentle cleanser is so mild & so gentle on your skin that after you cleanse, your skin still feels soft & supple.. unlike some other cleansers that i used in the past, those made my skin feels tight & squeaky clean.. and no worries if you thought that it wouldnt thoroughly clean your skin because IT DOES.. best cleanser i’ve ever used.. sometimes i wonder what will happen if i stopped working at the clinic.. i think my skin will rot.. this is my 3rd bottle..

etude house toner, essence and cream: i bought these 3 recently (not together).. i used to use my clinic’s toner but couldnt get it already so i was cracking my head which toner i should use.. all other toners i saw has alcohol in it so i was abit hesitant.. UNTIL I STEPPED INTO ETUDE HOUSE.. hahhaas.. and tada!! my fav toner!! the essence and cream are my 3rd & 4th step in the regime and if i were to give a review, it would be 7/10.. it has a rich moisture & a superbly nice smell.. but other than that, it serves the same as other essence & cream i’ve used.. no harm using it though since it has collagen.. hahas

you must be wondering what the hell is this.. this is oatmeal!! hahahas close friends of mine know that I LOVE OATMEALS.. but til lately do i know that i can use my fav food as a cleanser!!

this is my 2nd fav facial scrub.. you can use up to 3times a week (according to the instructions behind).. but i think you should only use once a week.. this is to exfoliate the dead skin..

AND THIS IS MY FAV FACIAL SCRUB.. i think i don’t need to intro this much because watson’s does.. hahahas!! this is my 2nd/3rd bottle (cant really remember).. and 1bottle last you about 4months..? the bad point is: its about $50..

this my newly bought face masks.. its tony moly green tea face masks.. im sure you can get it at the tony moly store in bugis.. but i bought this in a store bukit panjang mall called ‘seoul sisters’ where they have a vriety of korean products.. green tea is an anti-oxidant & helps your skin defend against free radicals SO I SWEAR BY GREEN TEA.. i drink at least 1cup of green tea per day.. and i used the teabags for my eyes to reduce puffiness(: ohohohohoh by the way, i shower my body with ginvera green tea shower gel.. LONG LIVE GREEN TEA:D

biore face milk spf 50.. im quite kiase though i know that a spf 30 would be more than enough for me.. but after putting this sunscreen every morning before i go out, i still put my bb cream which has another spf 25!! hahahas but i dnt think sunscreen works as 50+25= spf 75 right??? lol.. but still i love this sunscreen(: it doesnt even feel like you are wearing any.. there are other sunscreens in the biore range.. some serves the purpose of moisturising etc.. this pink one is to brighten the face(:

this is superbly wonderfully good!! it removes my waterproof mascara & eyeliner like completely!! 10/10.. wont bother trying other makeup remover because this is so good:D

san gu was praying for me this morning and then for this few seconds i felt HIM.. i don’t know to describe the feeling but it felt good:D

suddenly i recalled back when i was young i made a birthday card for GOD on christmas.. i left it on the table and when i turned around, the card disappeared.. i’ve always believed that GOD took it(: cool huh

16) coffee is my life

17) water works the opposite for me. if you drink more water you will not constipate. IT WORKS THE OPPOSITE FOR ME. so basically the lesser water i drink, the more i shit.

18) my threshold of pain is reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally small. i even need an anaesthetic cream for injection.

19) im not bragging but my handwriting is nice

20) there is only one person who understands me

21) another blurness: i was MIAing for higher chinese class for nearly 2years til my HOD told me. for that 2years, i was in the normal chinese class.

22) i wanted to be a news reporter when i was young. i end up becoming a nurse (that was my 2nd dream)

the key word here is ‘tolerent’. because even the most patient man can erupt. when people around me ask me to be understanding, i will nod and think to myself, “u are right. i should be understanding..”

i am a nurse. if a person were to be understanding, it would be a nurse.. i’ve learnt all about compassion, i’ve learnt all about understanding, i’ve learnt all about caring.. and why is it that i cannot apply this on this situation..?

i am not weak. through all this life ordeals, i can say to myself: i am not weak. so why am i being affected by this after so long.

if i am weak, i would have broken down long ago.

i keep reminding myself that since im living under someone’s else roof, i should endure all this.  and that is why all this while i did not rebuke..

i know she is sick. i should understand that she is sick. but my nursing lesson taught me that if u are sick u should seek treatment. why are you in a denial stage. u are sick. seek treatment.

THE BAD NEWS

anyway, i’ve learnt something today: it is too late to salvage

resort: redang reef resort

date: 22nd march to 24th march

transport: alisan coach (setting off on 21st night say about 9pm/10pm)

cost: RM 500++ = approx SGD 250 (including everything)

im so looking forward to this trip cos i want to get out of s’pore so badly.. and i need the sun & water..

this is the resort that we are going to stay in.. let me warn: this is only recommended for ppl who is on budget and planning to stay outside longer than staying inside.. if u are planning to stay in ur room for most of the time, this is not the place!!

im still the same old me.. im stilll loving my ah bui & xiao bui.. they never fail to amaze me..

other than that, life’s been pretty stagnant.. its not goin anywhere.. goin smoothly but no excitement..

im DEFINITELY goin away this march prob redang AGAIN!! i want to get away.. i want to meet someone in redang lol.. jokin.. the truth is: I NEED A REST

updating what happened to me lately:

i got 2hamsters!!

they are called ah bui & xiao bui.. they are the 2most adorable creatures in the whole world now (although i think ah bui is cuter than xiao bui).. what to do, nini didn’t want ah bui initially.. I DID.. so ah bui is like MINE.. he eats & eats & EATS.. he is like 2times the size of xiao bui now.. seriously

they are part of the family right now and the family just loves them.. i talk to them everyday and massage them to sleep every night.. pampered right..? hahahs.. their cage are cleaned every 3days instead of weekly, their bathing sand changed every day, their food top up 2times a day and i buy them treats.. how lucky can they get??? hahas..

i simply love my hamsters